I'm finally almost done with my very disguisting week... 2 assignments, 2 presentations, 2 tests which 1 is over n i'm gone case for it... 1 event which is over. Screwed up my FI test... but i guess i deserve it. U reap wat u sow... So yar... Oh wellz... after this i'm going to work hard. No other events for distraction. Time to pull up my socks.

But then again... i feel like doing some other events. but i guess i'll be more selective this time round n see my committment level. Like wat i believe, it's all in the mind. How much u effort u want to put in, and the mindset to take towards an event. It really makes a diff. I would say i din handle this event well... Too many things are happening that i din put in enough time for it. Besides, the drive for this event isn't there... It doesn't seem like i'm part of it.. part of the working team. Prolly the way they treat us... and prolly the pple i'm working with. But nonetheless, when the event comes by, i'll put in all my efforts n soul to it. Just me i guess. Discovering more n more abt myself. The only motivation is for me to see the pretty doll like gal in the team... She's really darn pretty... machiam jap star like that... and she really looks like a doll... Darn i can't keep my eyes off her lah... n she's funny... n tall... *aspires to be like her* but darn... face already lose to her many many times. It was quite interesting working with an external party other than sch for an event. The way pple work are different. It's an experienc. Although i muz bitch abt this staff whom meng n me nickname her "chow chow". Her face is like perpetually black lah... and grouchy... BITCH for being not-so-nice to me. And can't imagine her being in corp comms... Scare all the pple away only.. Muahahaha... And my boss is like this super chi xiang looking lady. She's zai... somehow i'm like looking at her too... I mean she's like a super motherly figure... yet she's nu qiang ren. At least that's wat i see lah... as for wat's behind it i rather not know. Sheesh... i sound les... It was quite interesting event though a lil frustrating working with pple n all without knowing a lot of stuff.. n esp working with chow chow.

Shared many funny moments with everyone. And it's been a long long while since bondue comm worked together. I mean we hardly worked together as a whole comm. Oh wellz.. But the times where we really worked n sweat it out really brings back fond memories. I guess this is something the new comm has to do. It's only thru events like these that really bonds pple. Although throughout working with them, i've been disappointed by the work attitude of some pple. But to each his own. And as alwiz, Rit is alwiz the one who would send the thank you sms. Really muz thank him... for being appreciative. All his constant encouragement and support. Thanks dude! (though i still won't forgive him for telling my prof that i studied last min... grrr...)

And really grateful to my bunch of SK 5+1. Short of 1 though.. Haha... For the first time, it's my event and they are helping out. Role reversal. :) THANKS! Glad to know all of u supportive friends. :)

The day ended all well n good that all of us were just being banglahs carrying the boxes of goodie bags back to sch... end with us all laughing n all. haha... Well was suppose to go find someone but somehow we weren't meant to meet today bah. his phone died on him n when he finally called i was ready to board a cab home. Not meant to meet bah...

Drained but yet so many thots running thru my mind. Key Thot: it's nice to know that someone is out there supporting u in watever u do n not pouring cold water. *wishes for that person to walk into my life*

It's a super long blog... time to start mugging for equities... sighz