life's a one way road

Monday, December 31, 2007

new year resolutions to be posted in a bit...
but for now...
HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!
For this new year...
i wish for.....
*secret*

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itouch is still in the box on the table...
WHY?
coz i haven't gotten the cover for it...
and knowing me... i'm bound to get it all scratched n battered up even without doing anything...
haiz...
can't wait to get my hands on that itouch.
maybe i should just temporarily settle for that ugly covers...

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i hate going to the doctors....
hate hate hate....
i hate it when your whole body feels so numb & when your skin just feels so sensitive to touch.
blehz...
old liaoz... rate of recovery is no longer one full day of rest.
haiz

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Sunday, December 30, 2007

S.I.C.K
Hate this feeling.. where your head is just heavy but yet floaty... your lungs feel like they are dying.... n your nose has gone misssing...
Never been so sick for sooo long... Wat a way to end the year n start the new year.. so much for new year eve. thank goodness i'm planless.... haiz... would be nice to go somewhere to chill....
SIANZ....
back to sleeping... the only other thing i've been doing all day... blehz

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Saturday, December 29, 2007

when u start feeling sleepy at 1am
when u start feeling that the world ard u seems so young
when u wish u were chilling out at some bar or at home
when u wish u were in the company of some good friend or love ones
when u dun agree wif your colleague that clubbing is the excitement in our monotonous working life...
you know u r too old for the clubbing scene.
you just feel domesticated.

and quote.. yes and maybe.. i'm 'devil's advocate'
haha....

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Friday, December 28, 2007

i miss my long hair!
no more hair cutting.. i'm growing my hair long again...
n the balloons is how cute lah... so big...

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found the song!!!! hahaha

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I FINALLY CAUGHT ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!!!!
omg. uber cute lah. i seriously wouldn't mind catching again.
HAHAHAHAHA...
I heart Theodore... So cute!
i simply love the way he'll sneak up to dave and say... " I have a nightmare, can i sleep wif u" and goes on to snuggle with dave. And the expression he has... one kind cute...
I LIKE! okie... think u all think i'm nuts. but hey would u me rather rave abt theodore or donald?
HAHA....
Theodore is quite a ME i think. wahahaha... wat say u?

enough of the chipmunks.....
found a nice cool makan area yesterday wif the gals...
n today I continue my enjoy lifestyle wif camping out @ balcony... photo whoring & just talking rubbish. geez.... getting unhealthy for the pockets... but oh well... it's that time of the year. WAHAHAHAHA...
i just want to slack away the rest of the year...
time to make some new year plans.. but i feel so lazy to plan... so i shall just wait for plans to drop on my lap...
getting back to the swing of the singlehood... a tad tiring n expensive though... hahahahaha...
and cabs r ONE KIND expensive now... so much for me n not driving...
-sighz-

nites world. i shall theodore up to my pillow! hahahahaha....

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

found another nice dinner place... wahahahaha....
but i guess we terrorized the waiter n waitress...
food was good.. though a tad pricey... it's like one of those fine dining jap restuarants
but the place is nice...
n they haf cool rooms for couple & private functions & groups.
a place that we'll prolly head back to...
gals oh gals.. dun we just alwiz spend n spend moolah...
but for now we'll be good gals n save up for our holidayssss & shopping....

okie... tired.. it's been a tiring few days... i haven't had time to play wif my new toy...
n i thot i could get the covers for the itouch BUT apple shop was out of the plastic stickers & the leather casing that i want...
my gawd... it's either there's under produciton or pple r all so rich that they've all gotten themselves itouch...
Geez...

n my heart tells me i'm tired n i should be sleeping...

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Wednesday, December 26, 2007

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!!
Hope everyone had a blasting good time!!!!

fell in love wif the place i went to today....
stylish n yet close to nature or at least the water...
i like...

i guess i know what i want in the end...
it's just the process of getting it
& whether i haf to give up that end...

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Sunday, December 23, 2007

yes i messed up my own life.
fucked up other pple's lives as well
simple.
i'm the one to blame.
everyone else is the victim.
PERIOD.

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geez.. i'm starting to not like the weather. Just when i decide to set out to do my last bit of x'mas shopping.. it's thundering, lightning.. & pouring. Sucks. What can i say. hahahaha... but still haf to crawl out of the house. haiz.

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So many moofies i wanna catch...
Alvin & the chipmunks
The warlords
National Treasure
Good Luck Chuck
Since i'm somewhat done wif all the shopping.. it's time for moviesss...

Anw i'm off to crash...
*prays for half day*

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Saturday, December 22, 2007

Christmas is round the corner...
Everyone's scuffling around to get some last minute shopping done.
But is Christmas just all about presents?
No it isn't.
Christmas is the perfect time to just silently whisper into the ears of your loved ones & tell them how much you love them.
the season of loving & giving of your love.
That's prolly the best present that one can receive.
The mutual soft whisperings of love.
So dear all... take the time off to tell the person you love or even just the person u treasure, your heartfelt feelings.

shar signs off... check out this chao old school song manz... Sharon Cuneta - Almost Over You

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Friday, December 21, 2007

List of to buy/get

- get my eyes fixed
- pair of earrings
- daily wear necklace
- necklaces for fun
- daily wear watch (*prays mum gets a big bonus then i'll get my tag*)
- black strip watch
- white short sleeve shirt
- white jacket to replace my spoilt one
- vest
- more working tops
- pure white pants
- pure white working n casual skirt
- more dresses
- pure white handbag
- white sandals
- white shoes
- black shoes
- chunky metal keychain to replace my spoilt one
- cushion to hug in office

for now that's all i can think. hope i can strike them off one by one. sleepy shar doesn't want to think anymore. nitez all!

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

shopping is tiring....
2 straight days of shopping... x'mas shopping + self shopping.. wahahaha.... i'm prolly the happiest person swiping my card.... oh well.. at least when the bank account has molah & till the bill for the month arrives on my desk. Hahahaha...
Time to consolidate my damages accumulated from Monday.. & that shall decide my allowable damage for tml! hahahaha...
A whole long list of things i wanna get... wahahaha.. but for now... i shall go get myself that pair of diamond earrings if i can find it... hahahaha... (excuse... my ear holes r closing) ROFL

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-a night where the stars shine beautifully as they watch the tears gently flow-

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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

CHRISTMAS is COMING!!!!!
*jungle bells rings*

hahaha... somehow i'm kinda enjoying all the christmas shopping... buying things for pple... surprising them... ok maybe not surprising but i guess it's the joy of giving. I gave up trying to get practical presents so i guess i'm starting to buy 'nonsense' which reminds me of each individual :P

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Ho ho ho... Nat King Cole... Just the season for that kind of songs. wahahahaha...

L is for the way you look at me
O if for the only one I see
V is very very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can love

It's all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Sadly none for me. hahahaha...

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Monday, December 17, 2007

talk is cheap & words dun mean anything...

action speaks louder than words...

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Sunday, December 16, 2007

*tired*
but it does seem like awhile since i had a good sleep. good laugh.
can't figure which part of me is working hard... the heart or the head.
*tired*

it's on days like this i feel like giving up on everything and anything.... i can't figure if there's anything to give up in the first place...

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Saturday, December 15, 2007

Retail Therapy proves to be a disaster. Period.
Well din intend to shop but ended up shopping and buying things that i never intended to buy. zzz
*blames it on the genes*
-Steals (ok maybe not so) for the day-
dress
shoe
pants
tees
watch

AHAHAHA... all in just 3 hours. AHAHAHA...

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chanced upon this forgotten old song while watching MTV...

唯一
王力宏

我的天空多么的清晰
透明的
全都是过去的空气
牵着我的手是你
拌你的笑容
却看不清
是否一颗星星变了心
从前的愿望
你全都给抛弃
最近我无法呼吸
连自己的影子
都想找你
oh baby
你就是我的唯一
两个世界都变形
回去谈和容易
确定你就是我的唯一
独自对着电话说我爱你
我真的爱你
baby
我已不能爱你多一些
其实早已超过了爱的界限

n no.. it's not meant for anyone....

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RC Helicopter for Xmas present... who would have tot of it... and wat more it's from my office. hahaha... sounds like we're going to haf some fun time in the office.. no more throwing of balls... or paper aeroplanes.. but flying real tiny helis. hahaha... Indeed... apt tag line... it definitely will 'bring out the child in all of us'.
cheers to our dinner, free flow alcohol & our helis.

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Friday, December 14, 2007

i'll pick myself up from where ever i've fallen.
live with my choices & decisions.

wat doesn't kill only makes you stronger.

sometimes don't you feel that u have to make the person u've disappointed, happy again?

the best way out is just to work...
sometimes i'm thankful for my pile of work these days.
at least life won't be so aimless...

smile girl smile.

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Thursday, December 13, 2007

deja vu.

everything reads the same.

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007

made my first bday wish today.
thanks all in the office.
there's alwiz something that would bring a smile to your face
no matter how grim things can be & how insignificant it might seem

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I wanted you to know that
I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away...
I keep your photograph and
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause im broken when im lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You gone away, you don't feel me here, anymore

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Monday, December 10, 2007

i made the decision...
a very abrupt one...
so live with it shar.
i wish i never had to make it...
at least not during this period...
but i guess it doesn't matter anymore.

i might regret this decision
but it's only right to let go
when i can't even decide which world i stay in.

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Sunday, December 09, 2007

i messed everything up again...

i guess that's what i do best.

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Wednesday, December 05, 2007

first day of my block leave n i feel
SICK

sucks n sighz

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Monday, December 03, 2007

i want out!

sucks.

nothing seems to be going right.

i have a love-hate relationship with december... myself... my life... my job... oh wait... that's part of my life.. hahaha....

boooo....

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