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Monday, November 28, 2005
You crept into my dreams again. Or did i crept into yours too? You were so close... Just so close.... I could feel you breathing... I could feel you... Feel you so close... but yet i know you are so far... You were just so close... I could feel ya warmth... smell ya scent... I lay there motionless like a sick baby... you peeped over the bed. You tiptoed forward as you saw me soundly aslp... came over and stroked my face... I mumbled and you humoured me... i could hear your voice distinctively... that deep voice that i haven't heard for ages but yet i could still hear it ringing in my mind... the words of care and concern which you never show anymore... the words which would warm my heart. Hands stretched as I held on to you and hugged you like I alwiz did... you moved so i could lie comfortably... Lay so close to you and snuggle in ya arms... I could almost see your face and feel your touch as you hugged me... But yet it's all so empty... I couldn't recognize those clothes you were wearing but i can recognize your smell and touch. That's enough... Everything seemed so real to be a dream... and stupid me had to check if i was in a dream. And indeed it was all nothing but a dream. You seemed to have returned to me but yet i saw her in some other part of my dream too... Your return seemed so unreal... one of a fickle man of doesn't know what he wants. A return which i don't want... a return which is so unreal... a return that i can only dream about coz i know that that day would never come.
I'm not upset like i would have been in the past. I just smile for feeling loved in my dream. That's abt the best thing that can happen.... Muz be all the lack of slp... or the medicine that's getting to me...


sun sets @ 4:37 PM

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Singapore
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Jonkoping
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[memory lane]
21st birthday
21st with my darlings
X'mas dinner 2005 with SK
Goteburg trip
Stockholm trip - under construction
Kiruna trip

[genie stop here]
:: lose weight::
:: bask in the companionship of my friends::
:: be the happy gal::
:: the love one ::
:: wisdom::
:: a new job::
:: my ideal end state of my life::


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