life's a one way road

Saturday, November 19, 2005

As you move along in life, you meet lots of people... all sorts of people... you get exposed to all sorts of views... topic of conversations vary from the most crappy to the most intelligent. As you move on, you engage in all sorts of relationships: be it bgrs, friendships, project-mates, working relationship. Some of these relationships develop... develop to a stronger friendship... develop into a lovers relationship... but yet there are some that just remain so transient. But yet there are those which started off as something substiantial but ends of being transient. Relationships that flourish over time. I treasure. Relationships that deteriorated over time. I treasure the past, and wonder why things turned out the way they did. Is it me, you or the situation? Watever it is, it takes 2 hands to clap, so much as 1 hand is willing to clap, nothing happens when the other hand refuses to move.

As we all walk in and out of relationships, we learn something new from each relationship that we shut the door on. We discover ourselves better, discover more of wat we want in a relationship and with that we progress do the next, taking the learning pts with us. Sometimes it just feels like it's some "experiential learning" but with emotions involved. But there are also times where we shut the door, knowing wat we want in the next door that we open. And when we decide to open the next door, you just realize that wat u orginally wanted to open the door to doesn't seem to be applicable. You start to lose sight of the path ahead of you as it gets clouded with fog. The fog that seems to beckon you to turn ard n leave and shut the door behind you but yet ur idealistics in the path ahead drive u forward. At the end, you just stay put n wonder wat ya next course of action would be. Maybe you'll just stand put n not think... n watch n wait for the fog to clear or just accumulate. Or maybe when the fog gets too thick n starts to disturb u, moving forward is no longer feasible.. so turning ard is the only way... Or maybe u might just bash thru the fog and reach for a clear path... or u'll just suffocate n die. SO which maybe would u want?

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