It's another sleepless nite...despite the fantastic weather outside... which should technically drive me to lala land even quicker but somehow i can't seem to slp... it's been like that for days... only fatigue drives me to sleep. Guess my mind just can't stop working.... Not that i really know wat's on my mind... guess it's really too much to spell them out. But yet sometimes thinking abt them doesn't make any difference.
I know i should be packing. but i can't get myself down to doing that. Wanted to pack tonite but chrissy came over to qiu jiu (the commitment & drive & how he wants everything to be done nicely no matter how much work it'll take... something i dun see in many pple).... which equals can't pack. Though i dun haf the obligation or need to help but i did n i will continue to help as long as help is needed. BUT dun expect me to follow up. If u need my help, u follow up with me. Advice is all i can give. Much as i want to wash my hands off Bondue, I want things to turn out nice n glam. I mean sometimes if u decide to do it... put all ya effort in n do it to the best. Efforts can be recognised. And we should go out for it. Hard work, time consuming n need lots of manpower should not be reason to settle for something less for the event esp u know there is a fantastic idea. It's not about u but rather abt wat others think n abt the general population n wat is best for the event. It's for the general organization n population n not the comm n self. It's a sacrifice. It's a commitment. It's about quality n not quantity. Sometimes it seems easy to do and settle but when u get down to doing it yaself, u'll be faced with lots of issues n problemz that you would haf never expected. I hope Bondue day will turn out a success. All the best guys! Even if it doesn't turn out well *cross fingers* i'll sure u all haf put in loads of efforts (esp chrissy). JIA YOU!
Anw shall pack tml. Last few nites in my bed n in my house.
i'm counting down, baby. are you? or absence which goes unnoticed?
