life's a one way road

Sunday, February 05, 2006

*yawnz*
I'm tired but my body system here is so routine. I wake up automatically at 8+ everyday with the exception of a few days. Stare at my lappy n hopefully tt makes me a lil tired... with some slim chances i do fall aslp... but most i just get more awake.
Haiz...
And i think my blog is somewhat sub-standard. N my blog entries of late are even worst. as compared to my fellow counterparts here. The urge to blog can't battle the fatigue n the need to do the unending list of to-do stuff n the need to think of wat to do. Somehow things dun seem to fall in place here. U need to think real hard of wat to do (attributes this to the 'village' i live in) and when u finally got that THING to do. the day is over n doing anything is close to impossible.
Haha...
So i just fall back to the nuah state i truly embrace back home. Now it's somewhat a luxury. Nuah state has been replaced by that slight bit of hardworking-ness. Not one of choice but of circumstance. Circumstance has it that i haf to lead a lifestyle of a (majorly, say 60%) housewife, exchange student cum tai tai (percent down to 30%) and true blue nerdy student (10% or even less). My hobbies have evolved to... vacuuming my room & my house, washing the dishes (usually cleaning up after SOMEONE), doing my laundry, cooking, doing my grocery (this is the ONLY thing i indulge in), pay my bills, think of the dates i have to track... feels like a darn housewife. I miss just having to crawl out of my bed (i miss my 2 bears[then again not really]- sofie & brownie aka smelly, donald n my mogu n my chow chow baby pillow), change up (it's a chore to dress up here) n zitting out of the house, going shopping & having tea w/o having to worry abt the prices, driving around, catching movies, blading, gyming with jia n gang, whining with everyone, chilling out @ bars.
Back to photo collaging... n sorting out my pix...

sun sets @ 3:53 PM

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