life's a one way road

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

.coincidence.

one day u wake up from ya sleep. appalled. it's a dream that's out of the blue. it wouldn't have been sometime back but now it just leaves me perturbed. why the reappearance in my dream? Dreams are the reflection of our daylight thoughts.. ain't they? Then how come the person of my dream is back? Banishment out of my world n my thoughts have been melted out a long while ago. Why the reappearance?
out of boredom u run thru the calendar of your fone deleting past reminders u left on the calendar. then u stumble upon a calendar note. u check the month n realize it's may. wat a conincidence. may 2005 vs may 2006. so much has changed. memories n thots just flow by.
and next on ya ipod, u hear the sound of water splashing. instantly u know the song being randomly played. coincidence once again. it was just a random song n it means nothing. u try hard to convince yourself on that but somehow it's just so hard to tackle that mind of yours. u know it's just another song to the ipod n others but u know that the song holds loads of meaning. as the lyrics come blasting thru the earphones, you could almost hear the echos of the voice explaining the song to you n how it was showed certain feelings.
the following day u hear from ya mum that ya cousins r throwing a birthday party. only goes to confirm another passing of a year. n more private memories just replays. coincidence.
tt's probably how i remember certain date.
and i know the past is back to haunt.
then u just wish u had ya good friends ard u.
just sit ard by the beach
talking about anything to talk ya mind off stuff
or simply just sit ard n enjoy the silence of the night - a knowledgable silence.
if u know wat i'm writing about. good for you. if not, it's just a bunch of rattlings. maybe u think u know wat i'm writing but chances r that u dun really know. so why do i even bother writing this when u might not even understand wat i'm talking about? my space... my outlet for rattlings n rantings... outlet for all the angst.

sun sets @ 5:20 AM

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