life's a one way road

Saturday, August 05, 2006

F-A-T rings in my head. Haiz... Looking at all the past fotos n then looking at myself in the mirror only makes me depressed. I can't believe that I put on soooo much weight in just 6 months. *faintz* And i really mean a lot of weight. And the weight never seems to be distributed in the right areas, thus giving me super enhanced parts of my bodies... First being my face... (not as though i dun haf already pinchable cheeks coupled with the once prominent high cheek bone) ... Next being my hips... A thick chuck of love handle has almost made me feel like i'm wearing those ring floats... Then my legs, specifically my thighs... in the common termology... thunder thighs.. which my mum hasn't failed to make me feel any better by commenting that i haf fat thighs and butt (grrr... ) And of coz the tummy. *speechless* Why do they never go to the right places?!?!?!
N since i've pretty much prepared everyone on my fatness... I'm actually pretty much amused by pple's reaction or no reaction to my size now... No reaction coz they dun recognise me... The goldfish reaction... Haha... In financial terms... me is junk bond now... haha... N dun ask me how fat i am now k... coz i dunno how to tell u... It would be much simplier to ask those who have met me... I believe they would be able to give u a better description of thou art. Haha...
So i've decided to embark on a diet cum exercise programme. Diet has been pretty good... coz my irregular sleeping hrs (attributes to jetlag) means i usually get a meal a day. N the weather hasn't been stimulating my gastric juices to cry for food. N the fact that i know i'll be in this sunny island doesn't make me gian to cheong local delights. As for exercise programme, I attempted to embark on it today. Went blading... but i guess... i'm too heavy n have become clumsy... and thus ended up with me on the ground... Bruised, hurt, in pain n bleeding! which resulted in some nice friend of mine getting hit by the laughing bug. N my fellow 'land swimmers' included. It's my pleasure to make pple laugh. :S And i've been indulging in a lot of land swimming. Can ton arms. Muahahaha... I can't wait for MJ camp! Haha...
Shall go mend myself n catch some sleep. In GMT+2, it's time to sleep.

sun sets @ 7:25 AM

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