life's a one way road

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

the past is catching up on me...
well it's a matter of time...
along with it no longer brings an uproar of emotions
but simply a smile as i look back at the neatly collected memories n laugh at the silliness of those days.
O.L.D
imagine 50 years down the road... i will be recollecting back all these n narrating them to my grand kids.
O.M.G.Z
and after all these years... the gut feelings are still as accurate
and as ever.. it's alwiz gut feelings of things i wouldn't like to know.
Back to experiential learning.......

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since i haf tags, i haf readers of this blog and thus i will *nudge this blog alive*
since i haf to study, boredom sets in place and thus i will need a break once in awhile and so i will *nudge this blog alive once again*
so wassup with everyone? suddenly i feel like i'm living in my little world. away from the rest of the world. Blehz. Update me hor...
Nothing very haps in thy life. sad manz... let's see
Went for a wedding over the weekend.
Outcome: Dun want to get married ever manz.
Turn-0ffs: The flurry of events that goes on in the house the nite and the morning of the wedding. The frigging early morning. The heavy make up. The big heavy gown that u haf to trudge around with. The bustle of activities that goes around you. Photographers snapping pix of u like every moment of your day (any unglam will be caught... wahahaha and it will stay with u for life) haha. OKIE. all the turn offs... but then again... like the saying goes that all gals look the prettiest on their wedding day. That i haf to agree... So the turn-ons of getting married....
Turn-on: Looking pretty for one day in our life...how can we die not looking pretty at least once in our lives... the nice pretty long wedding gown n veil... walking down the church isle... the joyous face of your family members knowing that ('good riddance my daughter is wanted')... the possibly all white wedding... the happiest moments of your life will professionally doccumented both in the signatures and fotos. well i guess the only motivation to getting married is being able to officially spend the rest of your love with your loved one and starting a family. well at least in our asian context... getting married is a prerequisite of that.
And one more turn-off... the bleeding from the pocket... the numbers of ang pows that were given out that day... on top of all the other expenditure from the foto taking to the banquet or reception to the nitty gritty of the wedding. BIG HOLE. So there u go... u start your marriage life feeling god damn broke. well unless ya reception.banquet is profit earning. Hmmm... makes me tempted to step my foot in the the wedding planner's job. it's like how satisfying... first u earn their money... second u see the happy face of everyone at the wedding... third i can build all my fairytale fantasy wedding images up.... Well well... shar dream on.....
Back to the reality of life which means i haf a mini-presentation to prepare for... a test to study for... n tmd... give 1 week notice of the test niah. ~!@#$%^&*(P{}
and work sucks. i spend almost 9 hours in the office everyday... so my only consolation is putting on a desktop pix of my choice that will motivate me to work... but even that privilege has to go,... to be restored to some boring blank desktop. :( And a chatting software implemented by the company and promoted by another manager has been shot down by mine. So many of us are victims of attempting to make use of this new chat technologyn and getting shot down for nothing. So well done... Companies... frigging get your communications channels up and going... n clear up the obstacles in your channels manz. If the channels within the company.. no wait.. within one big department is so jialat... imagine the communication with the rest of the departmenst and outside world.... hmmm... maybe that explains a lot allready... boooz...
and ono the serious note... i need to file for grad.. i need an intern... i need a job... i need money to holiday... i need some life..... and i shall stop random ranting and get back to reading about appeal process.... hahaha,....

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Friday, January 19, 2007

I want to go holiday again.... Last week this time i'm looking forward to my trip...
Now i'm just loooking forward to the weekend and the end of the sem and subsequently my holiday
Hongkong the land of eat shop eat shop. Really like the advert
And the outcome of shop saw 3 gals with tons n tons of pairs of shoes... wheeee....

Made me feel like a child again.

For once i dun feel so old..Just for that day.

My lub and my lub's lover and the 3 third parties :P. Boo the lover... dun let me get upclose with my lub. Boohooo....

Shall get back to class but before i go off... thee fireworks @ disney is how pwetty *twirls hair*

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i miss chilling out...
indochine, acid, walas. brekwerkz.
Omg where's my life....

sun sets @ 9:12 AM

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

What great urban planinng.
4 days away from the sch vicinity, only coming to sch today to realize that the roads changed so drastically. I was fore-warned but i din expect such a huge change. It was like a totlaly new place. And so now, i see another main road running thru the sch, isolating one more poor building. Wahahaha.... Can i attribute that to some poor urban planning or wat? Hmmm.... I guess not... since plans for the damn road seems to have been on the way since i dunno when. Haiz.... But still... It just feels so starnge that the school is not situated on ONE single compound. Imagine having 2 cross 2 main roads just to get from one building to the other. Boohooo... No more simply crossing the road which once used to be condoned offf.... Consolation... no classes in the isolated building :P
Well well.... I gues their attempt to make this a city campus is working.
Project mates are finally here... Half an hour late... Wonderful... So end of this entry...
N my eyes hurt.... Stinging pain. boooooo.........

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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

why do dreams act as a constant reminder that you still exist in this world?
why?
distance, fotos & a bunch of memories
so why?

sun sets @ 11:46 AM

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feeling mildly inadequate, un-accomplished.
blehz.
lousy student
lousy worker
lousy gf
lousy daughter
lousy blogger
lousy friend
booohoooo....
n to top it off...
i'm LAZY.

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Friday, January 12, 2007

gosh.... thy prof says CHEERS too...
*faints*
i hear enough of cheers in the office
now in sch also muz hear cheers.
*pengz*

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

my bags are packed ready to go...
lalala... Off to Hongkong for the weekend & some weekdays.
Wahahaha....
Back by the next school day....
Eat
Shop
Eat
Shop
Eat
Shop
i'll be coming back fatter n broke-r (or maybe -est)
in the meantime... i'll miss u all...

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Friday, January 05, 2007

test results show that i'm HR kind.... wahahaha....

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it's amazing how all the profs that are teaching HR majors have a particular yet similar way of splitting the class into project groups. *amazed & baffled*
morning class- did some geometric-physchometric thing then grouped us according our shapes. So all the same kind of pple are in the same group *gasps*
afternoon class- did another test n got each from each result group to form one group... such similar partners of splitting groups... but at least the 2nd prof is a tad smarter to mix the kind of pple in a group...
Geez.... Hahaha.... so quoting my morning prof 'i'm working with aliens this sem' hope something good comes out of this... coz i really need the As.... oh not my 3.5K sch fees is going to go down the drain.
Brillant.

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okie... so i've been asked to blog.... wahahaha... so here shall come the first post of the new year 2007.
First week of year 2007... and all i can say I AM SLEEPY. Sighz... and year in year out i still enroll myself into 830 classes. But this sem i guess it's called bo bian since these classes only have ONE class. sighz.... So i'm back to 2 back to back 830 classes AGAIN. Haiz...
Okie... though shall go listen in class for awhile... be back later......

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