life's a one way road

Friday, February 29, 2008

there are days where u just wish u were student.

snuggled under your warm sheets.

telling youself, it's ok i'll give this lecture a miss.

but that's a luxury of a student.

i so wish i was still under the warmth of my sheeets....

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late nite shopping... haha... n i'm once again damaged...

i shop in all currencies. & that sucks.

can't blame...

i'm deprived of H&M, Berskha, Bik Bok and such brands back home. Not to mention... the top shop here is HELL OF A SIZE. My god. All the shoes, the clothes, the JACKETS *droolz*, the bags, the accessorize. They even have a candy bar & a cafe & nice sofas. MY MY MY.... One of a kind. I'm lovin' it. Shops that are one of a kind big... 3 floors high.

i think i've gotten myself a shopaholic reputation. less than a week & all knows i love to shop. Geez.. I like this one 'is there no shops in sg?' Haha.. Well... singaporeans basically indulge in eating n shopping (for the girls). wat else is there to do? n oh plss... wat are sg shops compared to here? I dun haf 3 floors of nike, zara, mango, gap. just to name the brands that we haf back home. wat more brands we dun haf. oxford street wif the perpendicular regent street. haha.. i've pretty much wiped them out. keke... n even the streets ard my office. Who said u can't shop when u r on biz trip. It just takes more trips to cover the streeets. fwahaha...

anw purpose of this blog is for the entertainment of my colleagues... i think duo yi dian must be so bored to sms me at this hour ie 945pm in ldn to ask if i wanted to grab a drink or 2. pretty evident by his alwiz wanting to organise dinner for those who are here. geez.

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Thursday, February 28, 2008

i really hope they din think i was joking...

i was dead serious even though i used the slightly joking tone...

can't blame me.

i dun want any unhappiness...

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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

sometimes i can't help but feel like i'm watching myself in my dreams but u know it's you in the dreams.

dreams prolly speak a thousand things but who knows coz they just might mean nothing.

whatever it is... whereever we are... we're looking at the same sun, moon & stars.

maybe thinking of that someone/something & if luck has it, 2 people will be thinking of each other. that i call sweet.

europe has a positive impact on my lifestyle. strangely. must be the weather. i should consider moving over....

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i'm working harder now than when i was studying.

strange.

i'm made to read n read n read...

think n think n think...

*fried brains*

it's a love-hate relationship at the moment....

loving it coz it's a brand new environment... a chance to say i-would-love-to-work-here, brand new product at least to me... steep learning curve... n most of it all.. i dun haf to sit at my desk doing boring BAU. at least can run abt talking to pple... n i'm pretty much left on my own (what's new)

hating it coz i dun haf a proper n detailed training schedule... expectations of what i bring back differs btw 2 managements n self... working attitudes differs... n being a small fry & though i'm the 'subject of experiment' i'm not kept informed of all the high level mgmt plans they haf... so i'm left doing all the pre-emptive work... which might just turn out to be a waste of time or making myself look a lil like a fool.

for now... it's still pretty ok... still trying to fry my brains n get the engine moving... brains been stagnant for too long... rusty... needs some oiling... & ya.. in my fight against the mild jetlag... at least i'm up later than usual. :P

to top it off... i'm starting to warm up wif the london colleagues... saw a couple of not-too-bad-looking guys (i guess HR did their QC pretty well @ least in ldn) & i managed to walk regent st after work.. though some shops were closed...

sums up day 2. i hope the days go slower.. not really looking forward to going back....

nites world!

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Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Mildly Jetlag.....

I sleep by 10ish... wake up at 4ish... then at 6ish....

that's the cycle for the past 2 nights.

on a side note...

i realize it's hard to hard a long distance relationship

especially one across time zones.

u barely haf time to talk to each other...

see when u r awake... it's afternoon in sg n when u knock off work it's getting late at nite in sg.

so the only way is.. the one in sg stays up at nite.. or u wake up in the middle of ldn nite

then u get to talk...

this is especially so if no msn is allowed in the office.

not a problem to me.. but i just dun get to talk to many of my friends...

off to prepare for work...

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it's been a couple days since i've been in europe. it's nice to be bad here. never thought i'll be headed this direction in a long time to come.. esp after my very extended & costly 7 month stay in Europe... Going thru 3 out of 4 seasons... imagine the amount of shopping i had to do (excuse but yah.)

so here i am back in this blue sky europe... that was the exact thot i had when i was on the plane looking out at the nice blue sky with a whole thick n fluffy layer of clouds beneath me... but i quickly dawned unto me that i'm headed for the not-so-blue-sky london where it's like cloudy n seemingly alwiz overcasted. But hell.. who cares it's still europe... nice chilly winter... different environment...

Flying business class was brilliant. the total reclinable seats. -the highlight of the trip- the food was not too bad... wif proper glass plates & all.. less the knives which were plastic.. which is pretty funny... but good grade plastic though. haha... the good service & the wide leg space n seat space... damn shiok. I know why the air tic is so ex now.. coz one biz class seat pretty much deprives 1.5 to 2 seats... explains the price tag... not unreasonable i must say.. afterall sq is a bottom-line driven company. n all the wines n champanges n chocs n the ice cream... HO HO HO...

watched this rather interesting movie on the plane - scenes in the park. Set me off thinking... do we all end up marrying that someone we can live wif n love but yet in our hearts.. there's alwiz this other person that we truly love n cannot forget... but never had that fate of being together... hmmm...

Spent my weekend shopping. HO HO HO. *broke* well.. technically it isn't expensive to shop here... it's only a pity i'm earning in SGD. SGD & GBP has not a similar character... goes to explain why they depict such difference in their currency strength. well i shopped nonetheless.. only looking at the numerics & not the alphas. but at the end of it all, reality sets in.. time for the conversion. wahahaha... Can't wait to set my hands on more shopping...

eyeing the marc jacob's bag & the mulberry bag *drools* i must really pray for a good bonus.

So much for now... shall blog abt my work soon... today was a great day at work... n brillant blogger refuses to upload my photo so no pix of my house now...

sun sets @ 4:53 AM

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Saturday, February 23, 2008

flying off in a couple hours...

nice n long flight....

it's been great meeting them for drinks even though i see the guys everyday in the office...

i think i'll miss everyone back home & my bed...

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Friday, February 22, 2008

MOODY

blehz. i should be excited but i no excited. i moody!!!

the highlight of the trip isn't enough to make me happy.

i sense trouble ie i'll go there shop like mad to be happy.

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Thursday, February 21, 2008

when you have to look away

when you dun haf much to say

that's when i love you

i love you just that way...

i meant it

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Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i realize i'm in a permanent state of broke! Sighz.

n everytime i top up my account there will be some reason n the money goes out again.

eeeekz... I dunch like this permanent state of brokeness

it's time to hide all the cards

or not i need more pay.

haha

okie.. great so i'm done packing my work stuff in... ironically i packed 3 skirts n 2 pants n it's winter... Good job to myself. muahahaha... see how i freeze...

feeling so bored n listless... inject some life into me plsss......

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since this place has found itself some new readers...

i shall attempt to entertain everyone with hmmm...

we shall see...

i think i should consider writing a song or a short story.

wahahahah...

of late i've established 'sharleen aeroplane pte ltd'

my fleet of planes are growing...

need to cater for the weekday peak lah. haha

sorry to all those that haf taken a ride on the airline...

things should get better when i'm back..

n i do feel like i'm an animal in the zoo waiting to be named.

geez...

but without these pple i would haf died in the office...

shall get back to writing my to-do list...

it's growing at a crazy rate...

sun sets @ 2:10 AM

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008

the clock resetted...

i have to start the count all over again....

n we know we have passed the cross junction...

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Monday, February 18, 2008

i no longer blog what i feel all the time coz somethings are meant only for yourself to know. N afterall it isn't like the first time i'm blogging abt some stuff... N wat's the pt of having it written down? it doesn't change anything...

*turning private*

n i realize i would never do anything out of my way for any guy... maybe unless he's the one i really feel for... it amazes me how some guys would go thru the troubles for a friend... coz i know other than my girls i would never do that... but nonetheless it's done out of good will n a sweet gesture....

anw counting down to flying off... how i wish i'm flying off for good. blehz.

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Sunday, February 17, 2008

*yoopiez*

my DK jacket. Fwahahaha.. Thanks to my company. Haha...

Looking back @ my life.. i should really count all my blessings...

been really lucky... from school days... n from school to work... n my exchange & my crazy travelling days.. n till now in my 'new' workplace... i've been blessed with tons of opportunities...

So i guess i haf nothing much to complain again... Though i hope i'll get my chance of working overseas permantly...

For now... i shall work towards getting my 2 door first then my own house... n maybe hopefully lead the life i want to lead & of coz sharing wif that somebody...

K.. back to attempting to pack & pray for my fri flight...

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Saturday, February 16, 2008

dreams. they happen too often for my liking.

but it's only there that lives my desires

who has the key to my dreams?

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in silence i pray...

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Thursday, February 14, 2008

happy valentine's day everyone... esp for those who have a partner to celebrate it with :)

saw sooo many bouquet of flowers at the reception today... all these lucky pple... sadly none are for me. haha... much as we gals will say that these flowers cost hell a lot of money on this highly commercial day... we still very much are pleasured to receive them. n thanks to the guys in front of me... they were so sweet to get roses for all the gals.

anw so happy... they are selling my favourite flavour of ice-cream @ gardens. Yippee.. looks like i'll be jio-ing pple to go there eat wif me. haha... *grow fats* sighz... i stare at my fats but yet i can't resist the food.. doesn't help that i'll be headed to sinful cold ldn where i'll gorge out... all the scones n krispy kremes n kahbabs... OMG. (in advance) welcome back the fat shar....

'Fight against your tendency to mull over the past instead of dealing with the present time and preparing the future. One can change nothing to the past, whether for good or ill; therefore it would be better to leave it in oblivion.' well done. that's what my chinese zodiac horoscope reads on facebook. i guess what does it mean. it's prolly a sign + my trip out. haha....

work is tough but never tougher than affairs of the heart.....

well.. time for bed.. been having really rather strange dreams.

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Wednesday, February 13, 2008

been a really good gal & keeping by my new year resolution and not driving to work.. haha... & been camping at home.. haha.. it's time to go out!!! haha...

i realize whether it's in sch or at work.. there's alwiz this bunch of shit workers who will never fail to drive me up the wall. I wouldn't say i'm the best or wat.. but these bunch of pple's irresponsibility & attitude is amazingly unbeatable. I can't believe that such pple exist in the workforce. Geez... Kill them... N i alwiz have to start & discover their shit & clear it up for them. I guess SK & Ah Sum wasn't given for no reason. *angry* n why do I suspect that future events will see me getting a lot of my hands dirty...

n early morning.. i saw arrow shot my direction.. oh wait.. should i correct it as.. shit came my way & other teams knew but i dunno... so shit i can't deflect... omg... CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE Change my pi gu lah... _+)(*&^%$#@!

haiz,... i know all these are good... BUT so many increased commitment on top of my own normal work... not like my pay is gonna be increased according. Sad ah sad... n i guess i'll prolly be toying with mid shift when i'm back... IE NO MORE LIFE.

burying in the shit hole... can't decide if the shit hole is getting bigger or deeper.. maybe it's both ways bah... hahaha...

n my suayness continued to my way home... NEL decided to malfunction... n the service to inform all waiting passengers were BAD. Then i wished i drove.

n great my wound has decided to bleed again... good job.. haiz

oh well... i shall just count down to my london trip & my nice service apartment... haha.... & enjoy my Kopparberg Cider... *yumz slurps*

sun sets @ 9:11 PM

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Tuesday, February 12, 2008

spot the ba4 ba4 boon... omg... to sum it up... BABOON!!!!

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Monday, February 11, 2008

it's funny to watch the world go by you...

everyone busy preparing for valentines day... busy thinking of presents to buy for their loved ones... busy making surprise plans... making nice dinner plans... ordering flowers....

retailers are busy stocking up their shops with couple items or items which expresses love...

florist advertise their valentine flower packages, stocks up on their roses...

restaurants are busy taking in table reservations for two...

media is advertising for all the lovey dovey movies that they are going to air... broadcast stations line up their ever romantic and everlasting love songs & open up their hotlines for call-in dedication....

n i just stay put and watch all the 'love' go ard...

sun sets @ 11:09 PM

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i am so dumb dumb...

i used a tissue to dry my wound

n the damn tissue got stuck on my wound..

n good job... i had to slowly pluck on my wound to pluck the tissue out.

i must be an idiot.

haiz.

n i can't believe that the long weekend is over.

geez..

i so dun want to go back to work.

*sobz*

i will keep telling myself.. over n over again... but over n over again i fail....

sun sets @ 12:07 AM

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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead...

Stop and stare

I think I'm moving but I go nowhere

Yeah I know that everyone gets scared

But I've become what I can't be, oh

Stop and stare

You start to wonder why you're here not there

And you'd give anything to get what's fair

But fair ain't what you really need

Oh, can you see what I see

it's been a while since 'rule the world'.. another nice song... i haf the song if u do want...

sun sets @ 2:15 AM

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Saturday, February 09, 2008

i hate it when i fall down & scrap my knees...

frigging pain....

n it's such a pain to shower n when i move my knee...

n it'll just sting n hurt at certain times of the day...

n it's swollen n yellow-green

ARGH...

really is 落地开花

好难过...

n i realize i can't wear pants/jeans/longer skirts....

pfffft

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it's nice to just sit ard and chit chat over nothing. anything n everything goes too...

i realize my house poolside is a nice place for chit chat...

shall arm wif some wine next time.

haha...

been having in my opinion rather strange dreams since i wake up feeling that it's strange that i had such a dream....

these dreams are sucking energy out of me... i figured since i've been spending this CNY being tired.

Geez...

looking forward to flying out of here. I guess the only push factor is the fact that i'm getting out of the country, to a place where i can lead my own independent life.... or flying away has a way of letting me distance myself from everything... though it doesn't alwiz work...

time to find a blogspace....

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Friday, February 08, 2008

i think the rat has caught up with me....

n literally bit me can...

it's been a long time since i've fallen n yes i haf to just walk n fall...

SIAN.. n to think of it..

on the mj table yesterday i wanted for the winning tile for like the entire game n i din manage to get it.

sighz...

so other than work.. i figure i'm better off camping at home n watching my dvd. hahaha...

n drooling over shuai ge.. n stupid romance drama.. hahaha

how i wish some guy will tell me to just stay at home while he works to bring back to money...

haha... though i know i'll just die staying at home.. hahaha

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Tuesday, February 05, 2008

my mama is how haps can...

i come home to see a pot of flowers waiting at my door.

haiz.

n i sense the rat year catching up with me... booo

issues flying ard

settle an issue which i dunno where to start

come home i had to step on a lizard n chop its tail off

haiz..

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yet i bump into another person who can't believe i'm in ops... and as expected i was expected to be in sales...

geez...

i wonder if i should just try my hands at sales...

actually to think of it.. i should...

see how things go....haha...

and i got no eyes to see my bills...

why is there something big to pay for every month...

Jan - Philippine trip

Feb - CNY shopping + London

Mar - London + maybe a new phone

April - I WILL SAVE

May - I WILL SAVE MORE

June - Japan if we're still going...

OMG... *faintz*

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Monday, February 04, 2008

it's gonna take a long while before i'll embark on a new r'ship

missing is something i feel but speak not off ...

praying one day it will all die off...

tired of running in circles with no way out...

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Sunday, February 03, 2008

someone asked me wat kind of proposal i wanted.

n i realize i din haf anything fanciful that i really wanted.

just the feel bah...

i guess the less u expect the more the surprise is.

anw hell i wish i have that many dates as everyone thinks i haf...

esp since v-day is coming n i see all the couply things everywhere i go

and all the flower packages ups for grabs. haiz

no such luck

sun sets @ 12:59 PM

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Saturday, February 02, 2008

once again i saw the white samsung teevee...

I LIKE! I LIKE! I LIKE!

white samsung teevee + white home threatre system

*droolz* see liaoz i also high....

omg... i shall find someone to buy over my black set & set my hands on the white one.

muahahaha....

so feel like knocking down the cupboard so that i can haf a bigger teevee space.

Hohohoho....

so many things i wanna buy....

n i know how i want to buy my wardrobe for my accessories...

shall get back to watching my handsome ... if only tv screen bigger....

handsome + his 2 pretty cars....

*Droolz*

sun sets @ 1:15 AM

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