life's a one way road

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

I just discovered the beauty of my iPod touch. Initially I was pretty upset at the fact that I have lost all my bookmarks but hold n behold I discovered a copy has been backed up on the touch. Woot!!!! So not all is lost n so wif my ipoddy hooked up to the Internet thy art has decided to surf net on the even more portable than laptop device. Keke. Starting to not know what u r thinking about... R we backat square two again or have we gone back to square one? Just when I thought we were back to one I realize that maybe we might not have fallen backwards.

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i sense hell coming my way as i took over my old role + work on my newer role.
zzz...
had a great weekend at the kelong...
i love the sea, the sun and the sand!
I could just live in the sea...

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Sunday, April 20, 2008

Fruitful & eventful weekend! as usual.
starting to appreciate the fullness of the weekends especially since i dun really head out on weekdays. :)
it's alwiz nice having the companion of the girls though i practically see them every week.
Champagne brunch was damn shiokz! Worth the wake!
Nice food + Champagne + Great music + Great company... wat more can i say!
That's LIFE!
Great job my dear event planners! *pat on back + applaud*
Finally step foot into the zoo... though it rained.. but it was nice...
Hit 12 rounds of the track! *yippies*
Followed by a massage session & loads of more good food at night...
haha... Shiokz wor...
Though tired.. i h i'm quite ready to start the week & look forward to the next weekend!
KELONG! woot
N the potential BKK!!!!! My first!!!!

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i hate road hoggers... esp those that hog the extreme right lane and drive at like 70km/hr when the max limit on the expressway is liek 90km/hr and tendency is that pple hit 110km/hr on those lanes. doesn't help when i was rushing for time & the numerous trips up & down CTE saw road hogs blocking my way... worst is when all 3 lanes are hogges with cars driving ard the same speed... that one no where to cut lah...
well... i pay road tax too yah... zzzz
anw had a galore of audis today... saw the entire range of audis... itwh the bride & groom in the R8. OMG. audi entourage.... so nice... next time i get married... i want a sports car entourage.. or slk entourage... hahaha... think i'm going mad... n everytime i attend a wedding... it just makes me feel like quiting my mandune job & be a wedding planner or something. HAIZ.
Wedding is a fairytale... exchanging vows with THE ONE.
shall go phantom my dream wedding theme... but i ever get to haf one....
but till i find THE ONE....
i'm getting sick of passers-by in my life...

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Friday, April 18, 2008

watched the most demented show ever.
geez. but yah... all notty boys out there should receive that sort of treatment.
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the difference between guys n gals is feelings & emotion attachment
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shall reflect on my life
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shall get started on getting a new job
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shall get started on researching abt further studies
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dislike empty promises
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i dun take some things easily.
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the most painful and things that affect one most is from the subconscious mind
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not built to be a player
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tml marks the end to my so blardy lousy week
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my type of guys are alwiz the wrong type
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Wednesday, April 16, 2008

so bloody pissed off.
i can't believe i get told off for talking to the other team people. and wat more it's not like i'm inceessantly talking.. and when i talk it's not like i'm away from my seat n not working. there's something called multi-tasking.. listening to other's talk n inputting a lil of my thots from my seat. Yes i do agree that once in awhile we do gather ard for a lil chit chat session but it never goes past like 5 10 mins. N we only do it when we are free. N help... we r in no way neglecting our work. when we haf tons of work.. we are all buried in our desk n all. Geez.. i is simply can't understand wat's wrong wif these higher management. For the first time management isn't happy that fellow teams are close to each other. It has almost become quite ridiculous in my opinion when everyone is trying to building good working relationships with each other.
N if in her opinion her idea of builiding relationship is like what she does it, i would haf rather not build any relationships. I seriously hope one day she will realize that she has not buiild good relationship but rather a kind of relationship where pple will brush her aside n they'll just do anything to get her out of the way.
N i guess if u want to stop me from talking. the basic rule is not to alwiz let me see u chatting at someone else's desk or in the toilet or in the pantry wif the good friends for ages. disappearing for ages. that seeams a lot more disruptive to your work. What more... being a smart person.. i sincerely believe that you should know what's information sharing & u haf just tarnish your name. And having someone else looking out for u isnt going to work coz realize... we can recognise n see the evil twins in the act.
N wat's more annoying is that she insinuated that i've fucking free n not working n not helping out wif the team. Well... u frigging design that role & all the blardy talk abt ownership... who dares pass ard tasks without u knowing...
WTF
damn pissed.
anyway i must thank her for spurring me on to blardy get my ass out of this place since most pple are leaving as well. Much as i quite like the pple n the culture n the place... something seriously has to be done on the mgmt level n pple mgmt skills....
my life goes on... i can't decide if i should just piss her off further n continue talking or just shut my ass u. I swear the lack of attnetion that she's getting is majorly contributing to this shit...

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008

thanks to the gahment for giving me some additional shopping money... but at the rate i shop i think the gst credits are not even enough. hahaha...
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day 2 of my cold turkey. doing fine so far... will hang in there...
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well... dun understand why no one believes i haf no other half.. even someone whom barely knows me.. other than hi and bye... zzzz
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n why no one believes that i can cook
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conincidences haf been happening way too much.. wat i think n say alwiz seems to happen
1) kept bumping into someone's bf
2) said that i need to visit feng shui shi to wade off all the suayness in work & indeed this week has been quite suay... looks like i need the feng shui shi
3) turned on the tv channel n saw designer cum stylist on the show... interesting and good that he's doing well. how conincidental
4) took the train n on the escalator home i saw an ex colleague on the train... even more random
many conincidences but i can't recall...
oh well.. i hope my guesses n all are all right... and will turn out right... hmmm...

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Saturday, April 12, 2008

fell asleep feeling crap...
with my phone going mad on me
not being able to hang out
reconfirming what i already know
and after 4 hours sleep
nothing has changed...
wake up to crap news and that really does suck
hdd unmountable... data cannot be retrieved!!!!
ALL MY PHOTOS... N MUSIC.
ARGH.
super duper ultra sian... that's for sure....
nothing has been going my way of late...
electronics are one by one breaking down
love life has been messed up
body is messed up as well....
nothing is going right...
and is this the time of the year where everything comes back to haunt u..
n when it just plunge to rock bottom....

sun sets @ 9:25 AM

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Thursday, April 10, 2008

i realize i can't live without my lappy. or rather internet. feels so handicapped.
anw resolution for this year.. though i know one quarter of the year has lapsed by.... and some long term goals...
1) Save $15000 for this year (not too sure how i'm going to do that but yes i will attempt)
2) Get my MRS or maybe some other cooler upcoming car by 26
3) Get my own house... a 1+1 by 28
This does sound like a big plan that requires tons of cash... looking at a pool of $70K and prolly some other help in btw. And why does a rec of my accounts not give any hint that i am 10% there.... Geez... Time to buck up.
Ciaoz for now...

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Saturday, April 05, 2008

home is where we all will return to at the end of the day.

so where is your home?

the home to your soul

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Tuesday, April 01, 2008

it's all messed up inside.

can't figure which one is in first place in the league table.

slowly but surely one has crept its way up to the top

but the other is not far behind.

to sum it all.. i want to be the ultimate winner.

period.

happy april's fool!

stupid boss play a prank on me via my own email. all thanks to me forgetting to lock my comp when i left the desk.

zzzz...

sun sets @ 11:28 PM

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in my favourite venice. is that a monster me i see??? OMG.

sun sets @ 12:53 AM

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