life's a one way road

Friday, May 30, 2008

i had much prefer pple to be outfront n direct when dealing wif some things. esp if it's something that is going to affect other pple.
some things don't go away just like that i guess.

sun sets @ 12:47 AM

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

damn shiok to not have to wake up at 8 and rush off to work.
feels sooo damn good to just nuah in bed & wake up leisurely.
though that meant that i wasted many precious morning hours.
but hell who cares. i deserve to enjoy my leave.
ran to do all my banking stuff in like 1 n half hours.
i'm starting to love gardens. it's like the mini-banking hub.
citi should consider opening their branch there.
at least that meant that i could complete all my banking needs in the same place.
sadly at the end of this. i can only say i'm a poor church mouse.
one day i'll make it to the privilege banking section. :P
but that would mean i'll have to actively get my ass moving out of this job.
i wish i had one more day of leave to just sit ard at some cafe n read a book.
all by myself. with not having to entertain anyone.
pretty happy being alone & very much comfy with it.
would be better if i'm in venice or something...sit by the cafes, read my book & watch all the water taxis go by.
or i wouldn't even complain if it's sweden... sit by the cafes, enjoy the nice summer sun but yet semi-cooling weather, sip on nice black coffee and feast on open-face sandwiches topped with some pastries & watch al the hot chicks & skinny jeans dudes.
my oh my.. i so miss those days. :)
din achieve very much today but at least my to-do list has shrunk n well purpose of today's leave is to SHOP.
so indulgence i shall award myself. but god bless the bank account. :)
no more shopping after this GSS & BKK. I shall hide my credit cards. shall live on debit july onwards.
my money shall go towards my car fund, my wants fund, my holiday funds & most imptly other money generating purposes. :)
adios for now... SHOPS HERE I COME!
hohohoho.. .
looking forward to dancing tonight!!!!

sun sets @ 2:03 PM

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Sunday, May 25, 2008

it amazes me how more n more people are getting married at a rather young age... say pple my age or 1 or 2 years older talking abt getting married. i alwiz wonder wat goes thru these pple's minds when they talk abt getting married. coz the only thot going thru my mind is that i'm slowly being preserved and waiting to be canned up n be plaecd on that shelf.. n subsequently end up camping at the shelf... .

sun sets @ 10:21 PM

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

men are creatures are so hard to read. in a similar fashion, they think likewise abt us woman.
i can barely read their train of thoughts.
tired of being the unrecognised. it's time to work my way there....

sun sets @ 11:03 PM

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

today marked a significant day i guess to many. for some, it's a sigh of relief. it's prolly good riddance as they who are deemed as 'evil' forces ard the workplace r finally eradicated. but for the majority of us, it's a sad moment. well impact not felt as yet. but i guess it'll be apparent tml. sad i must say but somehow it wasn't as depressing as i thot. one thing for sure is that i just found myself 3 new friends & i guess this kept the grief factor in check. i'm glad that they've all moved on in their lives.. to somewhere better unlike thou art who's still circling in the same place. but in any case.. i'm happy for them.. though i must say.. the office is gonna be uber quiet n that kinda sucks. I haf no one to indulge in my remotely warp topics of conversations.. no one to whine n bitch wif... no one to disturb me... no one to essentially make me seem less noisy.. n definitely no one for me to seek SOS from. but life goes on... n i guess... those r the peeps that has drawn the entire team closer together.. not too sure how we're gonna cope wif this shrunken team & the colleague colleague relationship. all the best dudes! n kinda sad that i din manage to get something for them...
anw why do i sense that my life ahead is going to be a terrible one. no more whining buddies & trusting friends. boss that majorly seems so non-chalent abt this whole issue though i can sense that inner sadness. suddenly i wonder who's morale is the one that is down...
hell.. life goes on.. n i'm too tired to continue blogging.. but today does indeed mark a significant day and more significant days ahead.... n the days ahead will only tell how things would progress. it's still a torn decision.. n i'm talking in language that not everyone can understand... but so what..
keke..

sun sets @ 1:28 AM

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

i realize..... for the person i care most or matters most to me... i'll do anything for that person. but how many times does that person actually stop to consider the feelings or even the position of the giver?

sun sets @ 2:54 AM

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Friday, May 16, 2008

u can forget everything else but just not that one thing.
sometimes we just hang on to the last ray of hope n that's going to be a long long wait.

sun sets @ 2:31 PM

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work is piling shit. oh well but at least it's keeping me occupied and stops the straying n shopping or upheaval of weird emotions and moods. but one day i'll just wear out. time to start going back early instead of clocking minimum 8 oclock nights. time to find some life back... though i must say it was nice mambo-ing with the colleagues... it's prolly my first mambo this year n in a long while... had great non-drunk fun... the fantastic mambo music, the funny n entertaining dances, the companionship of the colleagues & the drinks... but long island is still my most hated followed by flaming...

i'm hoping next week marks a brand new chapter... while i write the ending to the previous short chapter... or would the chapter continue for a bit? I dunno. i'm torn in between. but in any case, i'm sure the story will find its continuation. It would be weird... n more weirdness to come when a major part of my life... at least my work life would be making a change. All my dearest now friends will be gone n my motivation to step into the office has slipped from 100 to 10. Well.. just as i'm entertainment to some, they are entertainment to me too... (maybe wif some pun intended)

anw heard the weird dream that night.. n why do i think it might happen. no idea how i'm going to handle such a situation but i'm sure i'll tide through it. anw.. TGIF! time to relax n enjoy after the very long week... so tired...

so much remains unspoken. even spoken, why isn't everything said the truth?

nitez world!

sun sets @ 12:08 AM

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

created this new post time again but I never got down to penning it.
had my thots collected for some time with loads to write about but as the days go by without penning them down. i think much of these thots have slipped n sunk into some corner of my pea brain.
but nonetheless... i believe this blog is still the 'entertainment' site for some & for others to catch up & for some others to try n read in btw the analogies. but whatever purpose this blog serves... it's MY outlet.

it's been a pretty busy week last week. both at work & after work. I realize my planner has a way of filling itself up... n i'm enjoying that.. at least i dun haf to complain that i haf no life.. but wat i enjoy most is having impromptu & spontaneous activities popping up on my planner. the surprise factor. i like!

anw.. i've found something more entertaining and it's distracting me from blogging.. so for now... minor updates...

after a long back n forth haggling wif my boss & a lot of bitching & angstiness... my leave has finally been approved.. so i'm off to bkk for the weekend... my maiden trip to bkk... n i'm sooooo looking forward to the nice nice suite.. the queens & princess crapiness & the shopping.. muahahahaha...

n i will make sure my kid sails in future.........................

sun sets @ 12:12 AM

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Sunday, May 04, 2008

it's been awhile since i napped on a sunday...
damn shiokz.
ran my errands... ie cut my hair...
so now the hair is back to short & untie-able..
zzzz...
time to keep fit!!!!!

sun sets @ 7:37 PM

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