life's a one way road

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

would really love to refrain from blogging.

but on nites like this.. it might just be my sanity check.

somedays i feel like giving up.... on everything.. start afresh & pray that everything would work out like how i wish things would.
somedays i feel like i still have the energy to keep going & for once fight for something....

i guess the outcome on sat would be the most indicative sign.

sun sets @ 1:47 AM

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Saturday, June 13, 2009

friday night and i'm home...
tell-tale signs of my almost non-existant life...

well...

some reflections.. which explain the existance of this blog...

thankful for dedicated colleagues who will follow through things and helped me up loads in the office. would really like to have the opportunity to work hand in hand closely with him. coz together.. the follow-the-sun model is totally feasible. & for the many times... i would say it is a 2 location collaboration.
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been our bad luck to have terrible BAs on our 2 major projects so far. Even the basic & most slightest things can't be sorted or even planned for. This only makes me feel like i am kinda suited to take on a BA role. Shall try pushing for that. Only pity would be the lack of good BA or PM mentors i guess. but well it's been all about self-learning... enquiring.. probing.
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time to master the art of delegation to make my BA & PM career route work out.
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communications has somewhat made the world really small & how it is almost impossible to run or hide away from the surface of this earth. fancy getting a call from ldn on your mobile at 2am... for updates on the progress & plans for monday. but appreciate that nonetheless.
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i'm not much of an organizer... but i guess when it comes to work & having everything neatly planned out.... it is a pre-requisite. doesn't anyone understand that?
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maybe i'm not ready to give up my idealistic version of r/s. the kind we see in fairytale stories... movies... & in books. well.. we live on this earth only once & for that limited period of time...
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maybe i'm just tired of everything.... so i guess bed is the best medicine for now.

sun sets @ 2:17 AM

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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

just dawned upon me that i've totally forgot abt my space.. plus my previous spaces. so for the fun of it i'm attempting to hunt them down once again. can't even remember my blog addies.. i think wat more their logins. but well.. would be interesting to revisit what i've written in the past.

and if any of u still visit this space & still have those links... pls mail me....

as i grow older i guess i lose touch with writing....

so adios.

sun sets @ 3:31 AM

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